Debutante

Well, apparently, I have a boyfriend! Haha. It’s a long story, but yeah.. I’m taken.. so I can’t mess around anymore.. and people can’t mess around me no more either..

I can’t really spill much details.. the “relationship” is too complicated to be plagued with intrigues yet..

Anyways.. this has been a dragging week for me.. I’ve been so lazy to do anything I think I’m this close [—] to flunking another class (other than Chemistry). It sucks because everyone in my government class is getting their acceptance letters and I’m left there moping.. cos I’m just going to the local community college.

I seriously would rather go back to the Philippines - snag the promised condo and car - and be off to party land.. BUT due to complicated matters.. I’d have to sit my butt firmly in my parents’ house for at least the next 20 years.. Oh, dear.

Not that I hate my parents.. NO no nooo.. I just feel I need independence.. and I can’t just stay in my parent’s house forever until I realize I’m no longer of the marrying age.. and everyone’s gonna feel bad because I’m already 45 and single and still lives in her parents’ house.. that’s not good.

Just thinking about it makes me sad.

BUT I will be independent.. The emancipation process doesn’t really tie in with Filipino values.. but.. oh well.. I’ll be on my own someday..