Debutante

I am soo relieved to have finished my Psych book report on Maltz Psycho-Cybernetics. Although it’s already 5 in the morning and I still haven’t done my Chemistry homework. No worries. Charles kindly lent me his homework.. so I can just copy. I love it how I have really reliable friends.. They know when I need help and willingly give me resources. Haha.

Though sometimes, it makes me sad when I think of how I’ve regressed from being an A-straight student to a mediocre punk. But it’s here. And it’s now. And I can’t seem to fight it even if I wanted to.

I’ve just gotten a progress report card from my Mr. H, my Chem teacher.

“You’ve got to do something about this, Rina,” he says..

“I have been trying..”

“Yes, but you’re going to need to try harder..”

Instead of being smug and resorting to my “I-don’t-give-a-fuck” attitude.. I just sorta realized that I can’t slack off this bad.. I CAN afford it (since my senior grades won’t matter much for my high school transcript), but I shouldn’t. I know I’m more than this, and I am capable of doing far better things than my current crappiness. Sigh.