Debutante

It’s such a consolation to get feedbacks from people reading my blog.. it gives me a sense of amour propre and allows me to think I can be the shiznit in blogging.

Well, as always.. I’m here typing away as I’m trying to get words flowing from my head.. so I won’t have such a hard time writing my college apps essay later on. I’m still dumbed out and frequently ask myself: “What the fuck happened to my creative juice?”

I’m out of it.. I’ve got so many things going on and it wears me down. But, no, I won’t resort to EMO-tism, and beat myself over it.. Damn, I’m Rina. I’ve endured 2 bastards before.. and this is no biggie..

“I am living the Filipino Diaspora…” my personal statement essay reads. 

And with the hopes and promise of my American Dream.. I think I can pull this shit off.