Let’s Contemplate..
May 2nd, 2007
It’s 1 in the morning.
I’m about half-way done with the personal statement essay.. and I must say.. that this essay is very tough to write and I already have blood coming out of my ear because my brain started bleeding..
Who could’ve imagined a narcissistic like me would have such a hard time writing about herself? I’ve already said it before.. I’m not very good in writing about who I am, because even I dont fucking know who the real Rina is. I need some major introspection. Seriously.
I can’t talk about the trivial things (the number of AP classes I’m taking, what instruments I play, what color my underwear is) for the whole duration of my essay. I need content. I need substance.
BUT I dont have any substance.
When I was scribbling down my thoughts.. I (probably subliminally) jotted down: “I am too proud to settle for mediocrity.”
BUT what I am right now has mediocrity written all over it.
May 2nd, 2007 at 3:14 am
since you do not know who “Rina” is,why don’t you write about how your are still finding yourself? that you’ll never be done exploring [inside joke through that word =D] yourself until the end of time.=D and that is what makes it worthwhile, : having enjoyment in learning about yourself by living . ahahaha
May 2nd, 2007 at 4:20 pm
Tessa - that’s pretty inspiring.. and i shouldve read this sooner so i could’ve made this the point of my essay..