Debutante

It really does help if you jam happy thoughts into your system — as if you’re forcing yourself to be happy just… so you could be happy and your day won’t feel as shitty and whatever’s happening in your life right now doesn’t seem to be so… un-perfect.

No no no. I’m not back to my pessimistic self yet. I’m still indulging myself with nothing but happy thoughts and I still feel good. Though I’ve given up on what you call love. Maybe that thing isn’t really for me, no? What is love anyways.. It’s all.. unnecessary for people like me… who only want to be happy, and love is nothing but a distraction and a nuisance with the likes of us.

I ‘ll believe in it when I get it.

Right now, I’m good with my happy, love-less thoughts.

I’m good.