Debutante

i’m just about done with high school. ironically, it hasn’t sunken in yet. i don’t feel anything. i mean, yea, i know it’s coming to an end but it hasn’t hit me yet that my life would be different once i get my high school diploma and i’m thrown out to the college world without any tardy bells, no proctors, no stringent rules, no inhibitions (but the common laws, of course).

i dont know. despite my high times last week, i feel like this week’s a big blob of nothingness. school’s coming to an end. we’re all signing each and everyone’s yearbooks but i don’t feel the essence of graduation - i dont feel the end yet. i dont know. i guess i’ve relapsed to my grumpy, old self.

fudge.