Debutante

I’ve officially paid for all my classes for college. Well my mom did and it’s not like it had cost us a fortune. But I feel like this is the most I’ve accomplished in the summer — to have finally get my classes together. I remember as my family and I were driving off the Korean restaurant we ate at after graduation last June that for this summer my goals were to: at least master 2 piano pieces and read at least 2 books.

Goals. They seem pretty tangible then.. but now, I’m just tooo damn lazy to follow through. And it’s August already. It seems like the whole month of July just swooshed by. And I’m no 2-piano-pieces-accomplished, 2-books-read person. I’m just a huge blob of laziness and fat.

Okay okay.. I know people are gonna go, “but Rina, you’re not fat.” But I am fat! I’m not completely okay with it — but I’ve accepted it as a fact. This may be a psychological eating disorder or whatever you want to call it, but I’m resolved to shape up.

No starvation this time. I’ve the rest of the summer to slim down. My dad just got this elliptical exercise (shit, I’m growing dyslexic too! It took me a minute to figure out how to spell exercise!) and I have a pool in my backyard. I NEED TO SWEAT out 5 pounds of fat!

That’s my goal before this summer ends. Five pounds to shed.

I’m 121 lbs right now.

I’ll be 116 before September.

Hay. Sana nga.