Debutante

Went to Costco right after my volunteer duties to get some croissants and muffins for the welcome home breakfast galore I’m planning for my dad when he comes home from Texas.

No free samples today. And I was hungry like hell. So right after, I rushed to the food court and got me a Very Berry Sundae, and oh man, it was the best thing I’ve ever put in my mouth this summer. I don’t know if it’s the hunger or the goodness of it but I enjoyed it.. though I couldnt finish the whole thing because it became all liquid-y over time and was a little too disgusting to eat.

So the whole undertone of this entry is that I haven’t lost any fats yet (I think I’ve gained a couple more actually). It’s really hard to follow up a regime especially if I dont have a definite schedule everyday and so my eating patterns are a bit irregular.

And fucking fuck. There’s this swim/ hangout thing tomorrow. Double trouble. Because 1.) there’d be lots of food and 2.) I’m gonna be in my bikini and I dont want people to see me inflate right before their eyes.

Shhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.